the unanswerable question

what on earth am I doing here?

I have answered it a million times

and will again a million more

no one day lived as the next

or the last

so that the question becomes renewed each day

or maybe it is the answer? The question remains the same

forever.

I belong here.

Where ever here is, that is where I am. And I am meant to be.

To put words down on paper

or paint across the canvas; the vocation is always a mystery.

and yet the juggling remains, and I go on.

whether the picture painted is made any clearer makes no difference. I say it again because it is as close to the truth as one can get.

I belong here.