I am much better off without assignments no thing set down in my hours to fulfill or fill Not that I work from nothingness no but that I go about the day from the point of prompt that can only arise where the doing has not been preassigned by my most practical assessments Something much higher deeper brings it in that time only success comes in turning my self to it I get to work
runon: one’s capacity at the moment~
When I worked day-in day-out I would keep a journal and write on my lunch hour always there were posts about what I felt like I was missing not connecting to what I loved not creating I quit retired I guess and started paying attention to what was deep inside of me still I wake with this feeling that it should feel more relaxed more easy I strive to shake it off get to the core yet somehow…I like what you say here–when the doing has not been preassigned by my most practical assessments–I will turn myself to get it also writing helps listening helps paying attention to much higher much deeper your prompts my response deeper