There it is again that first step that trips me up every time first its just one then I’m there behind the half-open door trying to behave as if it’s nothing more than just this once and down it goes one more bit with nuts to boot and another seasalt caramel after that it’s all over because who can stop at just one after all and if I get rid of it all then well there’s no chance of tripping over that step again tomorrow right so following the caramel go super dark and onto coconut pecan with just one more there of blueberry I say surely it will be alright because blueberries pack such good things like antioxidants and body-benefiting vitamins and minerals and there it ends the last of it all 82% dark through to that final blueberry bit gone and when I wake the next day the evidence roiling in my gut it isn’t with regret anymore believe it or not I don’t live on that street its with a giggle that’s right because anymore when I do that next day waking I can recall when there was never a next day waking there was just a next day so therefore now I get to wake on that next day with a giggle and a sigh and a smile to myself I get to and I also get to

stop

blessed.