is it not enough i believe yet find myself needing to tell others justify explain give story to this need to do nothing with any excess this inability to add largess the pure simple holds something totally light extraordinary it says all it can say and does so much more than anything else could possibly do simply because it is simply
there is light in this lucidity
Response—run-on
This need to justify decisions seems to originate from my need to be accepted need for approval need for reason yet you make me keenly aware the it IS enough to believe in the pure the simple to trust in myself and know that I know what is best for me I don’t need approval from others only myself trust seems to be at the core and to trust is to believe
age is supposed to bring with it wisdom yet I seem to be struggling and sorting out what has been bubbling under the surface all my life even if I had all the answers would it change my course my direction would I still be searching Spanda: the sacred tremor of the the heart brings back the ability to regain the joy of life “I awaken to a state of wonderment and subtle delights it opens a new door towards the whole spectrum of life”.