it was nothing outstanding nothing unique just something that had to happen and now was the right time no more putting it off in hopes I could continue to manage or even better it would take care of itself I did the meeting felt a storm brewing in my mind as my eyes crossed and my gut clenched in conversation but all the same when I walked away I knew I’d done the right thing and that I was on course and even though I’d definitely have rather not’d I did it and it is done and everything will be all the better because I did
I remind myself even in this I get to.