I see others see it in themselves they feel confident not cocky assured of if not simply their exterior attraction then the depth as well of their interior beauty this is not to say they know necessarily why they are here or to what this beauty is intended to behold we are at battles with that no matter what but they see it and I here I am I can hear some say I am beautiful I can see attraction in some others eyes I recognize on my good days in just the right light and if I am caught at a perfect angle the something that is my own beauty yet it is so fleeting and to match it to an interior soul divine depth beauty as well this stumbles into and is always a miss take taken over and over the shot at grabbing the elusive sense of an all-intended purpose here now just the way I am this beauty that beauty forever I am searching for that lasting forever beauty and yet despite what the others say or what my age and wisdom has taught me to see in the others eye I am never sure never convinced the outside and the inside have what it seems they should in putting beauty in this life for beauty my dear is what will save the world and beauty my dear I think I am pretty sure is all I am after here it is that and I am this
