fullness today. It seeps through my bones unexpectedly.

Unexpected because there is so much out here in my world

I did not think there was room for this Fullness inside.

Nothingness though I now see.

There has been a deadened nothingness within. It rose from the anxiety of what was coming in to fill, and became a thick magma of frustration, dare I admit, rage, that burned hot everything. Ash is there now. Nothingness. Ashes to ashes….

Fullness enters.

Both speak of this Divine I am immersed in.