by pbsartist | Mar 5, 2019 | OPENstudio
we do not remember none of us do so don’t try to say you do first births are forgotten and with good reason but they repeat if you will let them because they need to repeat the pain the heart wrench the ache of push between two seemingly unyielding masses the...
by pbsartist | Mar 3, 2019 | OPENstudio
is it not enough i believe yet find myself needing to tell others justify explain give story to this need to do nothing with any excess this inability to add largess the pure simple holds something totally light extraordinary it says all it can say and does so much...
by pbsartist | Feb 26, 2019 | OPENstudio
what makes us afraid is our great freedom in the face of the emptiness that has still to be filled karl jaspers It is not my face peeling away loosening and falling in the darkening lightness of these years it is not the backs of arm nor the inset of thighs channeling...
by pbsartist | Feb 24, 2019 | OPENstudio
in continuity with all yesterdays yet with a semblance of carrying no attachments no past nor even future only this presence a need for constant self-revision overtakes me again growth renunciation a forward motion that has nothing to do with getting anywhere this is...
by pbsartist | Feb 19, 2019 | OPENstudio
old definitions which once set limits to my living, break apart like dried crusts. riff, Rilke the mirror gets clearer and cleaner. anxiety of ‘losing’ slips away down the drain. no sooner, I can not recall it being anywhere other than washed away. the...
by pbsartist | Feb 17, 2019 | OPENstudio
I think of it still as a lucky break one of many visible in hindsight not that I didn’t set the stage and put props in place but one nonetheless that showed up in the just the right time at just the right place as lucky breaks tend to do not everyone might see...