87: let it be real

interior trust let what I feel deeply be real without thinking worldly ways are more real, anymore the ‘get out there’ motivational platform is not the ‘only’ way to go being quiet, not leaving a sound, being with oneself in a small space...

86: store it up

I really would like to store this into memory like a computer hit ‘save’ so that at the tap of a fingertip I can remember. The sensation. The feel. The light explosion of my heart. The purity of birdsong the temperature just right the breeze cascading...

85: currency

I’d like to think I am above assessing my value by world standards of worth money- time- spent. I am no different. I was born to this and 20,235 days 485, 649 hours- that’s half a million! and bank accounts with my name to twelve at one time or another...

83: resurrection

The miracle of doubt becoming faith fear turning itself wonderingly into hope. I know this? Yes. It’s happened to me. So many times….