92: heck II

Yesterday’s heck was frustration and self-pity heck today I have written thanksgiving for everything from the moon hung there out my open doorway before sunrise and expected 84 to the bug that just visited quickly flitting away in fear as I gasped it takes every...

91: heck

One must constantly be asking themself‘What do I mean by this? Am I saying what I mean? Have I understood what this implies? Have I some notion of the consequences of what I am saying?’ I am particularly bad on the last question because usually I think on paper, that...

90: are all these things

lessons for me why does it have to be all about me why can’t it be his work take my disappointment to his repair I must take them all on myself to learn grow evolve such a big holy word they’d better speak my native language because anymore I am losing...

89: that for which I seek

it is said is seeking me but shouldn’t then we find each other seeking finding way to join forces how do we know so much yet live so shallow if it’s true this way to life is supposed to be wrapped in divinity

88: translations

Mirabai Starr’s translation of John of the Cross’s Glosa a lo Divino today hit me squarely This ‘refrain’ especially:  There is only one thingfor which I would risk everything: an I-don’t-know-whatthat lies hiddenin the heart of the...

87: let it be real

interior trust let what I feel deeply be real without thinking worldly ways are more real, anymore the ‘get out there’ motivational platform is not the ‘only’ way to go being quiet, not leaving a sound, being with oneself in a small space...