while you were there in your bath of tears

tearing at your hair in anguish

in broken

when in the stillness you felt the wall of brick before you and movement was nothing

as if waiting at the bus stop for a long ago changed schedule unrealized

where you sat roiled by the confusion of yet another inadequacy of day and nothing to fling open the doors of your mind your heart your spirit

another just there behind the pains of the world on your soul

another there, stood ajar