tell me you have them too days invading rather than awakening as they usually do with ideas and thrills and expectations and great things to get to do invading like a waring army unexpected and yet prepared for at the periphery as if somewhere in you you knew they were there all along yet you didn’t want to believe didn’t want to suspect they still lived there anymore invade leaving you bereft of the insights and what you thought were solid hopes on which you’d set your footings invade and take captive the light that filled your mind with intention and direction invade

tell me you have them too

and I will stay the course.