what if this were the most important work of my life the most valuable investment I can make for the world what if this doing that is nothing but being here now what if this becomes the greatest contribution I have to offer to the betterment of humanity right now in this life what if this most difficult sitting still that is not all sitting but is trying to be all still becomes the light that glows that I beg to see that goes out and illuminates all that has been hidden for so long what if this were~