Shall I start asking myself those same old questions all over again sitting there as I was seeing in the distance a someone seeing me what do they see this someone who is me sitting here between two weighty forms does this someone seeing me see the dark overbearing weight of one beside me and then the other less dark but still overbearing not by its nature as is the other but built up of my own nature to see a someone else so closely alongside as a blessing yes sure but also a trap an encasing this is not the fault of the one beside in this case as it was in the other but rather the fault of my own history taking a leap into my present and stirring up the dust of my now I know better history and the dark form beside me no longer exist in that place no longer holds court as if I were attendant I can if I work at it if I see and believe be free from the encasing and live in a freedom now
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