because the one we’re in is just right now if we’re lucky but then without social media or a selfie or a blog post reliving it it rises up tonight as I sit with zinfandel in front of the street-glossed window or tomorrow when my dew-tinted sneakers sidestep to avoid the spill on the sidewalk downtown it rises to reminds me of it’s existence so real so alive that moment when I lived it now it is again in my mind it is my heart there again so real more real oh so much more real than just the moment I find myself in