cease i’ve dropped the anchor the seas grown calm

notice what you are not noticing listen to what you are not hearing feel the nothingness you are hearing all this from a practice said to bring one to self compassion and awareness to draw one into oneself with loving kindness but I sit trying to be a part of this greater good for myself and the world and I can not stop tripping over the double indemnity stop stopping notice noticing hear silence does not one negate the other bringing oneself right back to where one began or maybe I perplex as I try once again that is the very heart of it