Merton says, and therefore I can see

it is true

that moment in life maybe more than one if it is needed

in which we wake I wake

staring at the depressed-earth footing of my own ladder seeing angels going up and down.

Yet unlike Merton I say no.

God is not at the top.

God is everywhere in between, as well as right here,

at the hood of my eyes as I peer at the earth-depressed footings

foundation of my own Jacob.