It may not look like it to you out there in the world living your days that take you to the end but from in here
in this space lodged it means everything because really
how else will the mortgage get paid or the food onto the table I come
from no trust fund no open-handed$ it comes all from
faith and courage and a tenacious determination to keep trying again
for that I suppose my prayer for abundance comes true over and over
so I dole out as I always do-there is no other way-with liberty and unclouded generosity
the talents that have fallen graciously into my own hands
spill them out though some may count it weakness
all I hold blessings
can’t be taken back
they fly on their own current
between the mountains of judgement.