93: an agony of gladness

After it was finished or really as it was ongoing I knew from a place not mind telling me so because it often lies I no longer trust it enough to listen much that I stood at a threshold when the plane was cancelled and rescheduled when the flights were 17 hours rather...

92: heck II

Yesterday’s heck was frustration and self-pity heck today I have written thanksgiving for everything from the moon hung there out my open doorway before sunrise and expected 84 to the bug that just visited quickly flitting away in fear as I gasped it takes every...

91: heck

One must constantly be asking themself‘What do I mean by this? Am I saying what I mean? Have I understood what this implies? Have I some notion of the consequences of what I am saying?’ I am particularly bad on the last question because usually I think on paper, that...

90: are all these things

lessons for me why does it have to be all about me why can’t it be his work take my disappointment to his repair I must take them all on myself to learn grow evolve such a big holy word they’d better speak my native language because anymore I am losing...

89: that for which I seek

it is said is seeking me but shouldn’t then we find each other seeking finding way to join forces how do we know so much yet live so shallow if it’s true this way to life is supposed to be wrapped in divinity