She messaged that she didn’t believe in God this in response to my speaking of such during the lesson

I said I am not sure I do either for to me belief is a uniquely individualized system of experience and checks and balances and personal determination to move and breathe and be in just such a way that begets from this beginning whatever this belief beginning

is

so without being able to know because that is why we even have the word believe it is the area of knowingness in the brain that really isn’t knowing but is somewhere close to it so without being able to know belief

is just a sensation that for me began at a choice in how to value life then an over and over and over again no matter what

returning to visit the choice I made then

going on

again.

perhaps though this is really definable as perseverance?

there is no belief needed we can concretize so go with that and drop the rest? this is what some in my life would advise yet they

allow me space to work out the definition of believing

like the student who wrote this but showed up again

anyway