309: words shame me

I do not know why I align them in these rows thinking I have something to be heard say yes but why open one’s mouth as if wise when the next line proves a fool? doubt they say is part of existence were it true then these words keep coming giving some semblance...

308: one of those days ii

and just like that it flips one word one message a response from divine I asked for but thought I’d need to work to receive awe hit me like the miracle it was I went about my day buoyant and free

307: one of those days

I wonder what I am running toward or is it after it is not simply speed with which I take off each day determined alight to tick boxes satisfaction in making those marks I have lived long enough to listen to oldies music as if the first time finding myself remembering...

306: pain

the is mud in my heart that’s what it feels like a dark murky weight pressing on my chest but its not real only on the inside I know the rules of correction the mantras and words of truth sometimes it makes no difference the knowing it stays stuck in the mind...