brian
look at you
here
again you choose
me then again here then again to remain
to believe there is something to here rather than
wherever something or such a choice would take you
do you know how that is
do you realize how the small but oh so inexplicably significant that choice is
it is difficult to see the way that we walk beyond the mirror pressed to our nose
that is so blessed
blissfully important when even as we walk the walk of each step
we are never assured
it is only persistence commitment
a set of decisions we call values or morals or ethics or simply our own way that keeps us peeling the thin skrim of skin to view the days offering yet again
I adore you
beyond what can be said with mere words
there is something to knowing someone enough to allowing them to break you that
allows something beyond anything that can be arrived at as some sort of conclusion or confirmation
that lets a person believe for another day that reigns with riches beyond all expectations
and yet seemingly holds nothing more than the day before
this person
one can have not enough words
or words enough
to show the thanksfullness to being alive
as you are again thank you again
alive.