I’ve caught up to myself and I am not sure I like it
the momentum that kept me ahead of the game
a step beyond
the daily
was a comfort I didn’t worry about what was next or where I was going for I had planned that out
before
now I stand in the now of it caught up and there is a certain anxiety to it
what if I fall behind
is this the other side of staying ahead of the curve
hyper vigilant or resourceful
attentive or overly controlled