oh it is so difficult some days to stand firm
in what just yesterday was so true
there are some who to look at them are stolid and straight never wavering from their courae
and I wonder how
can I possibly be just like that
today an email told me I was admired for the path I’d trod then gone onto share with other
begging the following because of the integrity of what I’d found
I didn’t see my journey this way it has been a harrowed step step step
and constant readjusting the most
to my mind always suggesting over and over how wrong I’ve done it
again
the reminders every day that crack the shell of this mind to the world
may keep me busy for the rest of my life