the press of winter

the economy of winter

has become a love

it ways I didn’t possess in my youth

this presence this understand takes me by surprise

I walk in winter the bone white stretch straight to the blue bright sky never ceases

when did we stop seeing

when did youthful exuberance fade into the adults place of responsibility

when did we give over the surprise of seeing

to the place of trying to tell someone else what it means

when did we humans

begin to tell ourselves we held the key