I woke this morning fog in my head turning grey

thoughts to black but I know better

now supposedly these dark clouds carry no impact because I am older and wiser and have

done ‘the work’

so as prescribed I do what is necessary to blow the density from my head

face the new day and let the recall of self

loathing the everything I am in the world be a distant

memory like

another person who told me a story and fill

in the blanks with a past life

dreams are sometimes real and messages and sometimes

not

there is room in this day to remember that before

I begin I get to choose so today I search my soul and find it clear

so trust my self to turn to the crack of light filtering through just now and

say hello Trish you are doing so well I love you.