keeping open the slot in the wall

the wind cuts a sharp knife on reality

right through the crest of my shallowed hands

under the skin of my shell these bones ache for something more

real

they say this is it

this world the truth we are living in this level of depth

the best we can do

I no longer live in a body where any of this matters

this alone allows me a freedom

to explode a sky that’s been beckoning to us since the beginning

and somehow now I am here to watch its lights ignite

in my hands