the plateau of my ordinariness stands upon me

I am ready to lead the useless life

too busy to turn an ear to the left or an eye to the right

those years of success tumbling behind me

an avalanche of completions

I stumbled into the future mine

only to find I’d left along the roadside

the pieces I’d meant to be carrying

that back of mine thinking this was my job

all along it says to me a place I was graced to stand

no carrying necessary in this dirt and gravel world

I hold on in hopes there is time to turn again

the ear to the left the eye to the right

and glimpse the reverberations of

this joy filled existence