Mourning morning

going on for weeks that became months not that pervaded

every moment mind you but that kept

me in shallow mist until bliss I got to close my eyes

but who can go on this way forever there has to be time

for its cease

my everyday hello people are gone oh me

oh my

today I woke realized they were great for time

and others too even the one by my side for life but none

can replace my

everyday hello

wonder

they say love thyself

all that’s needed is within

I too preach this to students as they put brush to canvas and call up creative trust and unique expression but

what does it mean to simply be and sit with self and feel the divine within really

nothing

no knowing

only feeling

and today well

it was yesterday but today again

here I am

hello.