but why must we persevere
why do we say we’re put here for a reason
that persisting is a necessity like breath like food
and if we give it up no longer drive forward we are somehow
not doing our work of believing or holding faith or keeping hope
alive
bullshit I say. I no longer believe. I made this choice just this morning.
It does not mean I quit going forward, it just means I quit going forward
as if looking out for a miracle
or a Man with a Beard reaching out His Hand to save me.
Power, is in my own two hands. And if life takes one from me,
I hold my own one, still going
on.
Just me. Self actualization I think, I’m not sure, perhaps I’ll have to put my faith in that, and do some research.