I recognize after 5* years of repetition that this conviction will
pass just as it sets in makes impassioned enlightened sense I type
these few lines into the blank page blog this letter to a self I may or
may not face down the road sometime in the future turned as it is from revelation to reality then
into an every day life that again goes on seeking new understanding experience that will create space for
more of this revelation Conviction lasts about a minute before becoming
another uncertainty that seeks understanding from a life higher than I have yet reached or held
it says keep going I say here I am.