I don’t know.
Maybe I never will.
But it feels real….
what I do….importance.
I say I get to
and I mean this
but I also have to.
I’ve learned this this year
It is for this
if nothing else-
Someday someone will be able to know
All that can open the heart in heaven can be found on earth~ Hafiz
The final of the pbsartistOPENStudio workshops retreat ran last month.
It was not perfect. If I must be painfully honest it was the least of the three in greatness. But not for fault of the workshops-
the instructors were amazing. The people fantastic. The time wonderfully spent and wholly captured.
It was for fault of my presence.
I learned a lot for this, in this time.
2016 is the first year running this model.
It has been a spectacular ‘test’ year. It has been filled with revelation and wonder, conviction and confidence.
As much as anxiety and doubts.
I discovered in this,
the diversions from wonder through to doubt,
that they both, all, belong. I can not have to, and get to,
without both faith and doubt.
For this I can say it was
the best year yet. Yet, only with the conviction it is so because I have learned. And grown. And intend…
to do different, and the same, and more, and less,
with this wonder and doubt,
confidence and anxiety
each year forward. I will not stop.
I get to. I have to.
There are signs everywhere, if only we learn how to see them. Phil Cousineau
This is why I EncaustiCamp.