371: the silence we listen to

we often can’t hear it or simply don’t want to so tune into a louder song at the core when the noise falls away when there is nothing left to turn the dial to in order to shut out this truth? the silence I hear holds the richest melody a shock to my ears...

370: simplicity is the depth of me

it comes in layers not everyone can see the complexity of debris collected intentionally not always by me but placed there by another’s hand each addition becoming more complex yet as it grows forms a simplicity my soul has meant to become yearned for at each...

369: the soul and luminous clarity sit together

the pain cut deep I’d done it again hurt one of the few closest to me forever people just by speaking incorrectly we come out on the other side holding hands richer for the walk together not broken left along the side of the road yet the inbetween that came...

368: I need things out from under me

Why I am an artist Declaration I do not want to sit with things from my head or heart or gut as they arise they are rarely pretty at this stage unrecognizable to this present time they take a toll dismembering their truth mis-securing preservation I need these things...

367: things to say on truth and silence

or simplicity somehow they become one silence is simplicity simplicity is silence in this world of radical and uprising marches and anger I must refuse all declarations in all honesty I will never actually know therefore no right of words to say earnestly as if...

366: my own stepping-stone

these painful lessons in hindsight so obvious yet I had to tread the path I did to see behind yet again I suspect much to my dismay that I will do it again always face this same demon of self not for lack of trying to better myself or improve on past mistake and hurts...