71: the better songs

crack something open and crack things apart they do not let one lie quietly awakening the soul that is denied yet there all the same denial the devil of growth into the spirit resting in its home everywhere

70: she said to call

when she should’ve dropped off a check and been moving in two days ago so what was I to think it had been arduous the entire journey to contract yet I pushed on contriving energy of trust when everything was saying no it is of course so much better in the end I...

69: simple but not easy

It is true you can not try trying immediately takes away like the tide split around a force in its way I was doing nothing reading writing a little sitting really is all and my self joined in at my side. A presence I realized was not simply my friend but a dear...

67: oh infinit

do what you must with me so that this world leaves my side and I finally can know that each step I take out draws me only more closely to the heart of you

66: join with the mystics

and watch in wonder the world within spreads heaven without bitten that the focus shifts and all around the stars beat a rhythm before unseen gnawing at your heart like a tick on a dog your senses finally give in to the nothingness that words can express and the...