70: she said to call

when she should’ve dropped off a check and been moving in two days ago so what was I to think it had been arduous the entire journey to contract yet I pushed on contriving energy of trust when everything was saying no it is of course so much better in the end I...

69: simple but not easy

It is true you can not try trying immediately takes away like the tide split around a force in its way I was doing nothing reading writing a little sitting really is all and my self joined in at my side. A presence I realized was not simply my friend but a dear...

67: oh infinit

do what you must with me so that this world leaves my side and I finally can know that each step I take out draws me only more closely to the heart of you

66: join with the mystics

and watch in wonder the world within spreads heaven without bitten that the focus shifts and all around the stars beat a rhythm before unseen gnawing at your heart like a tick on a dog your senses finally give in to the nothingness that words can express and the...

66: absent

Absent from all words is God there is no way of placing fingers on keyboard and finding God the only way divinity shows up is when the human I me forget the naming and go out doing my job of being the force of reckoning that greets me is shocking there are no words...