393: part two

I can’t call Him God anymore I can’t write hello, imagined being in my head there floating as if awaiting my words rapt to come down and grant my every wish nor waiting, to see if I have aligned to His grand plan so the perfect miracle would (finally)...

392: soulful

in shorthand we call it soul but what is it really as soon as it’s spied then drafted into definition it is gone there is a sameness today tomorrow yesterday that follows in the wake of change it is to this sameness we turn as the clock speeds along its lifeline...

391: lightness of being

weighs heavy each body its own yet tethered by the next all along a great trajectory not just space but time too ties skin and flesh to earth and air we travel as if this were a place the place and it is but it is also just one place the seeking, searching once...

390: turned

They turned me down again I set it up to happen even told myself it would be a blessing the way to move forward by releasing this ‘past’ It hurt though rejection even one I set myself up for I am pretty sure it will act as a catalyst, move me in the...

389: but why (or No More God)

but why must we persevere why do we say we’re put here for a reason that persisting is a necessity like breath like food and if we give it up no longer drive forward we are somehow not doing our work of believing or holding faith or keeping hope alive bullshit I...