142: mirror

the reflection dim shallowed of late i realize i have not gone out to smile to reach with my eyes to hear with my ears another clean the glass sure but look for what lies at the heart it shines without...

139: truth to me like god

truth is to me like a god I must practice it everyday believe in it search for it live in it trust it it is a thing I find out if I have been right and real all along once I am all done only I question stubborn refusal or enlightened...

138: pain ii

it can not be wished away well once it is there it is there after all the days bliss lived reminds us that they were real so real can be