257: good enough

by | Jun 29, 2023 | OPENstudio

I have always really really really disliked this phrase copout settle resign give up how can it ever be good enough if there is always something more find do unearth seek achieve then the day came when I could find no more in the digging so I sat quietly for this is...

256: the mind is a menace to wisdom

by | Jun 27, 2023 | OPENstudio

merton said it first but I agree the roller coaster of thoughts mind conjures to distract disuade disavow disadvantage such a menace a voice comes from somewhere else other than this space in the head it can be different for everyone but in the end for everyone truth...

255: sunday again

by | Jun 25, 2023 | OPENstudio

as it is every seven days of course of course no church not for some time that on again off again system of growing from parents’ upbringing to rebellion to something ‘all my own’ I still wonder as I keep on trying is it all a massive facade around...

253: I giggled again

by | Jun 21, 2023 | OPENstudio

much too old for that a laugh never giggling childishly in a grey body nerves I squeeze out the sponge of my soul let drip free the saturation from soaking up another’s mess wring out the sponge of my cells lighter that...