390: turned

They turned me down again I set it up to happen even told myself it would be a blessing the way to move forward by releasing this ‘past’ It hurt though rejection even one I set myself up for I am pretty sure it will act as a catalyst, move me in the...

389: but why (or No More God)

but why must we persevere why do we say we’re put here for a reason that persisting is a necessity like breath like food and if we give it up no longer drive forward we are somehow not doing our work of believing or holding faith or keeping hope alive bullshit I...

388: Used for Good

I notice patterns rejections in history the ‘you can’t’s ‘you won’t’s ‘you need me to live’s are torches held to my will fuel to my soul fire would these maybe have kept their mouths shut if they’d know what was...

387: I’m open to other avenues

every idea and conceptualization entertained do not think me closed or unreceptive I can be no more open than I am now torn asunder splayed heart rendered on muddied earth flailing all this loss and debris I should clean this...

386: to create

it doesn’t stop or start or only lie on the beauty swept across the blank canvas the hemline remains where the caught lose thread unraveled so I start there at the bottom to create beauty comes from the other there alongside communed holding hands across space a...